Fear hit me the moment I landed at Lukla. Scared as hell, unsure if I could handle the altitude, I took oxygen pills and re-geared for the climb.
At 40, I wanted to prove I was still strong—strong enough for my kids, for myself. I laughed at the thought. Was I trying to prove I wasn’t getting old? Silly, but there I was, wanting to show that I was still the strongest man alive.
Above: A video of me at Lukla Airport, taking oxygen pills, talking about the raw fear and uncertainty of starting the climb.
As soon as I landed, reality hit hard. The altitude, the challenge, everything felt bigger than I’d imagined. I took my oxygen pills, trying to get ahead of the altitude sickness, but mentally, I wasn’t sure I’d trained enough. Why was I doing this?
I asked myself over and over, What if I can’t handle it? Every breath felt uncertain. This climb wasn’t just about Everest; it was about proving to myself that I still had it. The thought of failing scared me more than the climb itself.
Taking those first steps was brutal. The self-doubt was louder than my thoughts. What if I don’t make it? I kept replaying all the scenarios in my head—failure, exhaustion, quitting. But quitting wasn’t an option. I had to push through.
I reminded myself why I was here: For my kids, for myself. One step at a time, I focused on moving forward, letting go of the pressure to be perfect, and just taking it as it came. Let Go Boss. It became my anchor.
Fear at the starting line isn't a warning sign—it's confirmation you're about to grow. Whether you're standing at Lukla Airport preparing to climb Everest or sitting at your desk about to launch a new business venture, that feeling of terror is simply the price of admission to any journey worth taking.
Don't wait until the fear subsides to begin—it won't. Instead, acknowledge the fear, understand what it's telling you about your identity and values, and then use it as fuel to take that first, hardest step. The path forward becomes clearer with each step you take.</p>
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